Thursday, May 30, 2019

ESSENCE OF BEAUTY


Globalization, Diversification, Survival for the fittest, digitization... all these heavy words entangled Meera, a 25-year-old self-sufficient lady working for an MNC. Her day would start with stressing out how to finish her deadlines, her lunch  break would be filled with thoughts of how to deal with her boss, her snack time which of course was a short one made her think about all those bills and finally, her dinner was more about arguing with her parents about her marriage.
She just had a mental to-do list which never ended. Forget about relaxing, just thinking about it was more luxury for her. But she dint mind. Her mind was completely focused and filled with ambitions. She wanted to be the queen of the corporate world, marry a handsome young man with a strong financial background, fulfill all the dreams of her parents and just be the best. Little did she know that thinking about her, was also allowed in the digitized world.

It was March 15 2019, a normal routine filled the day for Meera. She woke up, did her daily chores and reached office just in time to attend her meeting with her boss. Her day was completely packed up. By 5.00 pm she winded up and returned home planning to work from home. While coming back to her home, she started worrying about her to-do checklist. When she glanced through it, she was horrified seeing that big list. She reached home with a terrible headache. She couldn’t rest; she still had a lot to complete by tonight. She dint want the day to end so soon, she just kept praying god to make a day have 48 hours. She felt that would ease most of her problems. She thought of having a cup of garam chai and continuing her checklist work. After she prepared chai, the smell enticed her. She felt good instantly.


Out of nowhere, she suddenly saw the balcony door open. She had completely forgotten that a balcony did exist in her house. She took the cup of tea, went to the balcony and just stared. She never realized the beauty of dusk until then. She never knew what her balcony offered, the scenic beauty of nature, an experience for which others would travel to places and spend their money. Looking at the magnificent sun, she was lost into it; her ‘to-do list’ just faded. She pulled out an old chair lying over there, sat on it peacefully holding the hot cup of chai still enticed with its aroma.
Her eyes were locked with the sun. She was just absorbed into the beauty of how sun rays played with the sky; it felt like the sky was dancing and making patterns and the sun was just a choirmaster. Meera was mesmerized by nature’s beauty. She completely lost track of time. She wanted this choir to go one forever. She wanted to capture this as a timeless moment.


Suddenly, she saw that the bright light of the rays started diminishing; sun started crawling down towards the horizon; the sky started adjusting back to its blue color. She wanted to stop all these, she wanted this to continue for some time but she couldn’t do anything. She felt so helpless. She could feel her heart sink a little more every time the sunset a little further. Seeing the sunset comprehended the ending of the day. As sunset further, a little bit of darkness started spreading. Meera slowly started coming back to her senses and all her “to-do list” started flowing back to her mind. When the night captured the sky and the cup was empty, reality embraced Meera. All her stress and anxiety came back and she was lost in her routine tasks. Balcony again became a shaded part of her house. Sun came back again the next morning and went away in the evening but Meera was so engrossed in her chores to remember any of those mesmerizing time.
And nature thought to itself “for men may come and men may go but I go on forever”.'